Missing Pune and my friends there

I am really missing pune and my friends there. In this pic I am with Gopal (first from right), Vijayta (first from left) and vijay next to vijayta we are standing infront of Alka talkies ticket window.

Watching movie on fridays I can proudly say has been passed to me from my brother Nitin (nitu). He always made me to watch movie on friday with line "Agar friday ko movie nahi dekhoga toh saturday ko apan chera aaine mein nahi dekh paoga" (If I will not see movie on friday night I can't see my face in the mirror on saturday with the shame) heeeee.

But at that time life so carefree without tension and no resoponsibility. I miss it.
I miss Nitu also................ more than brother he has been friend, critic and moral support to me my turbulent times . I always pray to god that he could utilse his true potential.

Trying to make 180 degree turn

Today I am having feel that my life's direction is dependent on the many peoples discretion. I want to change this, cut the strings through which others are pulling me. Now I want to make my own ways which I feel are more logical and in the larger interest of others.

Problem doesn't lie in my capability but in way I have been motivating myself till now. Motivation has to come with achievements, otherwise prolonged achievements can suck your zeal and enthu. I feel I have to start making shorter goals but with the longer vision and accomplish them in shorter time and the feeling of accomplishment will make me going.

People above me has kept changing but there way of thinking has been the same. This people always tried to take the advantage of the changes rather than making changes to there advantage. Life has never been simple to me even not to them (that why this people above me has been proud of there achievement and negligent about the people like me) but there way thinking has always found some constraints, I have found none. For me in the life everything has been achievable, It has been always question of willingness.